I tried to slam the door but Louis put his foot in the way.
"What, what could you possibly want." My words were dripping with venom but Louis didnt seem to be fazed.

"I want to be able to have a normal mature conversation with you like adults not the fucking 12 year old your acting like!" I looked at the floor.

"Fine" I could tell I surpised him. "What do you want to say?" He stood there, frozen. I laughed without any humor. "So you follow me begging for me to listen to you and you don't even know what to say. Pathetic" I muttered. He scoffed.

"whats pathetic is that we have been dating for 8 months and i cant even have on bloody rational conversationg with you. jesus haley everything I do, everything I say you find way to turn it against me. For once maybe you could try listening to me." He yelled.

"Listen to you tell me a million things to change about myself? Listen to you talk about your brilliant career with you boy band. Listen to you tell me about all the jobs and career paths I could take. Listen to you drop hints about how I should give up on singing" by the end I was screaming.

"you know i support you, but you know what, you don't sing in front of anyone, you haven't even written any songs and you never even try to do anyone that would stay your singing career. Maybe you should get another dream, find another passionSo look a the reality of it all and make something of your life." Those words hurt more than anything he had ever said to me. I could feel tears threatening to fall. I looked into the eyes of Louis. The man who I thought I loved. The man who I thought had my back. And I made a decision.

"Get out." I whispered. Louis' face turned from stern and stiff to confused and panicked.

"What?" He chocked out.

"I said get out. Get out of my apartment, get out of my life and don't come back!" I gained more confidence with each word.

"Haley pleas you know I didn't mean it, we can't talk about and and work it out baby please don't do this I love you," he was begging now and I was letting my tears flow freely. He looked so hurt, but I had made up my mind already.

"Go away Louis," I said sternly, tears still falling.

"Please Haley, I love you," with that I closed the door in his face and sank to the floor sobbing. I would be ok. I would work on my career. I would become famous, I would forget about Louis. Would start my life. I would be great. But for now, I needed to cry.


3 months later
I took a deep breath and walked through the door. It was my first live interview. The past three months had been a blur. Although what Louis said was hurtful, he was partially right. I couldn't just expect everything to happen , I needed to get off my arse and make my career. I started off by posting a video of me singing to see what people thought of me. I got over a million views in a week and had hundreds of amazing comments. I decided to record one of my songs, even thought it took every cent I had, and continued to post videos of me doing covers. Not long after I had music producers calling me day and night wanting to know who I was and if I wanted a career in music. Soon enough I was recording an album and had my first single ready to release. on top of that I had millions of fans already and was going to interviews and shows and the whole lot. Louis had tryed calling me a few hundred times and left countless voice mails and text messages, eventually he gave up and left me alone. I'd been asked out on many dates over the past three months, but I always declined. Now I was walking onstage to the interviewer who was smiling a bright (and obviously fake) smile to me.

"Haley," she began as the crowd quitened down. "These past few moths must have been hectic for you." I laughed and nodded.

"It's been insane. I mean Im recording an album and am about to realise a single for gods sake! I've been working non-stop these past few months and its been crazy but I've loved every minute of it." She seemed satisfixed with the answer and moved onto the next question.

"Now Haley, with as much talent as you have, why did you only decide to start your career now? Your 20 and young but its obvious you could have started your singing life possibly a few years ago. Why'd you wait? And what made you start 3 months ago." I'd been asked this questions countless times, and every time only one answer went through my head. Louis. I stuck with the usual answer though.

"Just over 3 months ago, right before I posted my first video, someone said something to me that made me realise that if this is really what I wanted in my life, if this is really what I was passionate about , I needed to do something out it." I smiled a little sadly at her.

"May I ask who this person is," I took a deep breath.

"someone who used to be very special to me," I smiled genuinely. Thankfully she moved on and asked me the more basic questions, my past, my futor, what was currently going on with all my music. Then it came time.

"Alright Haley , your first single is officially being released the second you walk off this stage, but you agreed to sing us the song one time before you leave. Are you nervous." I laughed a little.

"We'll I'd be lying if I said no to that but I'm way more exited then nervous," she gave me one last smile before I walked over to the other side of the stage. I picked up the mic and listened to the intro music then started singing.


Do what you, what you want
If you have a dream for better
Do what you, what you want
'til you don’t want it anymore (remember who you really are)

Do what you, what you want
Your world’s closing in on you now (it isn’t over)
Stand and face the unknown (got to remember who you really are)

Every heart in my hands
Like a pale reflection

Hello, hello, remember me?
I’m everything you can’t control
Somewhere beyond the pain
There must be a way to believe
We can break through

Do what you, what you want
You don’t have to lay your life down (it isn’t over)
Do what you, what you want
‘til you find what you’re looking for (got to remember who you really are)

But every hour slipping by
Screams that I have failed you

Hello, hello, remember me?
I’m everything you can’t control
Somewhere beyond the pain
There must be a way to believe

Hello, hello, remember me?
I’m everything you can’t control
Somewhere beyond the pain
There must be a way to believe

There’s still time
Close your eyes
Only love will guide you home
Tear down the walls and free your soul
‘Til we crash
We’re forever spiraling
Down, down, down, down

Hello, hello
It’s only me infecting everything you love
Somewhere beyond the pain
There must be a way to believe

Hello, hello, remember me?
I’m everything you can’t control
Somewhere beyond the pain
There must be a way to learn forgiveness

Hello, hello, remember me?
I’m everything you can’t control
Somewhere beyond the pain
There must be a way to believe
We can break through

Remember who you really are
Do what you, what you want


The whole time I was thinking of Louis. I had made him leave. But I missed him, I wanted him back. He had said some terrible things to me but that didnt change the fact that I loved him. Once I had finished the song the crowd went wild and I waved and walked off stage. I was greeted with many congratulations and I smiled and thanked everyone.

Once I was back at my house I sat down thinking about my life right now. Everything is so perfect, everything is going right. Except for Louis. It's not the same without him by my side. I sat in my room looking at the storm outside. I heard a knock at the door. i dragged myself off the floor and made my way downstairs. when I opened the door I saw the one face I had hoped to see most, but had least expected it.

"Louis," I breathed. He was soaking wet and panting.

"Haley I'm so sorry. I was such a dick about everything and I'm so sorry. I'm so proud of you but every time I see a picture of you in a magazine all I think is that I should be standing next to you. You've obviously done some amazing shit without me but I need you Haley. I love you so much and every day brakes my heart without you. I know you might not be able to forgive me but please Haley, give me another chance." He looked at me with pleading eyes. Slowly, I felt my lips form in to a smile.

"I love you too Louis," I stepped out into the rain with him and smashed my lips against his. He responded quickly and kissed me back.it was a soft and passionate kiss, one that I never wanted to end. It was perfect. We stood outside kissing in the rain and at that moment I knew, I had everything I wanted.

Notes

Wrote this chapter. Was really happy with it. iPad crashed. Work lost. I cried.

Sorry if this imagine isn't as good as you'd hoped but I wrote it and it deleated it all **depressed sigh**

the song is 'what you want ' by Evanescence I take no credit. It's a great song though :)

a million times sorry for not updating for a week. Had a lot going on and started my fanfic 'Perfect Act' please check it out it would mean a lot to me :) I promise I will try to get a few imagines up before the end of the week.

thanks! Xoxox