Just a Fool
Trouble in paradise.
Jessie's P.O.V.
"fuck." I get up and sneak out of the bathroom into my room. I look and see niall's asleep. I quickly change and sneak out leaving a note on the counter saying i went out for a Aaron. I close as lock the door and run to my car i drive off towards the doctors office
"Jesse?" I stand up and follow the nurse to the room. "Here. Dr. William will be here shortly." I thanks her and she leaves. Dr William comes in and closes the door behind him. "Hello jesse. So what are you here for?" "Well I've been having morning sickness for a week so i took a pregnancy test and it said positive. so i came here to make sure I'm pregnant and get an ultrasound if i am." He nods his head and says "lets find out."
"We'll you are in fact pregnant. Three-two weeks pregnant. So we need an ultrasound so please pull up your shirt." I do so and he rubs the cold blue gel all over my stomach and puts a small device on it and moves it around untill we see a small bump on the monitor. He stops and zooms in a bit. I start to tear up. Thats my baby right there. It has little arms and legs with a small head. "There's your child jesse. Now I'm going to have to see you in two weeks and I'll need to give you some papers about your pregnancy." He smiles and hands me a towel and some towelettes. He walks out and i clean off my belly and pull my shirt down. He walks back in and hands me papers. I thank him and set up my appointment. I walk out of the building and get in my car. I call el and it waits three rings before she picks up. "Hello?" "Hey el can you, perrie, and taylor all meet me at my house? I need to talk to you guys. Come alone" "okay! I'll get them." "Thanks! Bye! "Bye!" I hang up and pull into my house. I get out and run inside and set the table with tea. As if on cue, the doorbell rings. I run to the door and open it. I automatically let them in and they go to the table. We all sit down. "Hey guys!" I say. "How've you been?" El asked me. "I've been good. Just really busy" we laug an tell jokes all night and after dinner we sit on the couch. We start to watch hangover when i say. "Hey guys. I need to talk to you." They all look at me and i say "I'm pregnant" all they're jaws drop and they look at me surprised. "WHAT?!?" El shouts. I look at her with tears in my eyes. Her face softens and they all hug me and say congrats and comfort me. "I'm scared. I dont want niall to hate me." "He can't hate you, your carrying his bundle of joy." Perrie says "but what if he does?" "He'll be gone on tour anyway." Taylor says el and perries heads snap towards taylor an glare at her. "What!?" "The boys have tour coming up in in two days." Taylor says i drop to the floor and stare at the wall. Hours pass and I'm still staring at the wall thinking. I'm frozen. At some point someone put a blanket on me. I fall on the floor and fall asleep.
I wake up to the sound of ticking. I look at my clock and see its ticking again. "Ugh!" Its 10:00 and i need to go talk to niall. I get up and walk over to my car after dressing in some sweats. I drive over to the boys house an knock on there door. Harry answers the door and engulfs me in a hug. I hug back and when we pull away i smile. I go in the house and walk to niall's room. I walk in and he's on his phone while sitting on his bed. " hey niall, you gotta second?" He looks up and says "we have to go to rehersals but maybe tomrow?" I nod and he says "I'll be at your house at eleven." He kisses me and i get up and leave. I go home and spend the rest of the day pigging out and watching movies. Around twelve i fall asleep.
I wake up and look at the time. Its 10:30! Shit! I go and shower and throws on sweats with my hair in a messy bun. I hear the doorbell ring so i get up and open the door. Niall's there wearing khakis, a blue polo, an blue supras. He walks in with me and i close and lock the door. he comes in and we sit on the couch. "Hey niall i have something that we need to talk about." He looks at me waiting for me to continue so i did. "Niall I'm pregnant." His face goes white and he freezes up. "I-is i-it m-mine?" "I dont know." His face turns red. "You don't fucking know?? Really!? How do you not fucking know!?" I look down in shame. "How can we stay dating if your carrying me best fucking mates fucking child!?" Em he screams at me. "It might be yours, we dont know yet." I say quietly. "Oh fuck that!" I stand up and say "you didnt tell me you were leaving for a fucking three year tour either!" I scream at him. "YOUR RIGHT I AM LEAVING! I DIDNT TELL YOU OKAY!? I DIDNT FUCKIN TELL YOU SO WE WOULDN'T FIGHT LIKE THIS!!" "WELL WE ARE FUCKING FIGHTING!" He starts to storm off with me hot on his tail. "Where do you think your going!?" "I'm going off to tour!" "For three years!? What about our kid!?" "Get an abortion and come with me." "I'm not fucking killing my child." "Well I'm not going to stay here!l" he runs out the door and slams it shut. I slide down the wall and burst into tears. My body violently shook with sobs. "I'm such *hiccup* an *hiccup* idiot!!!!"
"fuck." I get up and sneak out of the bathroom into my room. I look and see niall's asleep. I quickly change and sneak out leaving a note on the counter saying i went out for a Aaron. I close as lock the door and run to my car i drive off towards the doctors office
"Jesse?" I stand up and follow the nurse to the room. "Here. Dr. William will be here shortly." I thanks her and she leaves. Dr William comes in and closes the door behind him. "Hello jesse. So what are you here for?" "Well I've been having morning sickness for a week so i took a pregnancy test and it said positive. so i came here to make sure I'm pregnant and get an ultrasound if i am." He nods his head and says "lets find out."
"We'll you are in fact pregnant. Three-two weeks pregnant. So we need an ultrasound so please pull up your shirt." I do so and he rubs the cold blue gel all over my stomach and puts a small device on it and moves it around untill we see a small bump on the monitor. He stops and zooms in a bit. I start to tear up. Thats my baby right there. It has little arms and legs with a small head. "There's your child jesse. Now I'm going to have to see you in two weeks and I'll need to give you some papers about your pregnancy." He smiles and hands me a towel and some towelettes. He walks out and i clean off my belly and pull my shirt down. He walks back in and hands me papers. I thank him and set up my appointment. I walk out of the building and get in my car. I call el and it waits three rings before she picks up. "Hello?" "Hey el can you, perrie, and taylor all meet me at my house? I need to talk to you guys. Come alone" "okay! I'll get them." "Thanks! Bye! "Bye!" I hang up and pull into my house. I get out and run inside and set the table with tea. As if on cue, the doorbell rings. I run to the door and open it. I automatically let them in and they go to the table. We all sit down. "Hey guys!" I say. "How've you been?" El asked me. "I've been good. Just really busy" we laug an tell jokes all night and after dinner we sit on the couch. We start to watch hangover when i say. "Hey guys. I need to talk to you." They all look at me and i say "I'm pregnant" all they're jaws drop and they look at me surprised. "WHAT?!?" El shouts. I look at her with tears in my eyes. Her face softens and they all hug me and say congrats and comfort me. "I'm scared. I dont want niall to hate me." "He can't hate you, your carrying his bundle of joy." Perrie says "but what if he does?" "He'll be gone on tour anyway." Taylor says el and perries heads snap towards taylor an glare at her. "What!?" "The boys have tour coming up in in two days." Taylor says i drop to the floor and stare at the wall. Hours pass and I'm still staring at the wall thinking. I'm frozen. At some point someone put a blanket on me. I fall on the floor and fall asleep.
I wake up to the sound of ticking. I look at my clock and see its ticking again. "Ugh!" Its 10:00 and i need to go talk to niall. I get up and walk over to my car after dressing in some sweats. I drive over to the boys house an knock on there door. Harry answers the door and engulfs me in a hug. I hug back and when we pull away i smile. I go in the house and walk to niall's room. I walk in and he's on his phone while sitting on his bed. " hey niall, you gotta second?" He looks up and says "we have to go to rehersals but maybe tomrow?" I nod and he says "I'll be at your house at eleven." He kisses me and i get up and leave. I go home and spend the rest of the day pigging out and watching movies. Around twelve i fall asleep.
I wake up and look at the time. Its 10:30! Shit! I go and shower and throws on sweats with my hair in a messy bun. I hear the doorbell ring so i get up and open the door. Niall's there wearing khakis, a blue polo, an blue supras. He walks in with me and i close and lock the door. he comes in and we sit on the couch. "Hey niall i have something that we need to talk about." He looks at me waiting for me to continue so i did. "Niall I'm pregnant." His face goes white and he freezes up. "I-is i-it m-mine?" "I dont know." His face turns red. "You don't fucking know?? Really!? How do you not fucking know!?" I look down in shame. "How can we stay dating if your carrying me best fucking mates fucking child!?" Em he screams at me. "It might be yours, we dont know yet." I say quietly. "Oh fuck that!" I stand up and say "you didnt tell me you were leaving for a fucking three year tour either!" I scream at him. "YOUR RIGHT I AM LEAVING! I DIDNT TELL YOU OKAY!? I DIDNT FUCKIN TELL YOU SO WE WOULDN'T FIGHT LIKE THIS!!" "WELL WE ARE FUCKING FIGHTING!" He starts to storm off with me hot on his tail. "Where do you think your going!?" "I'm going off to tour!" "For three years!? What about our kid!?" "Get an abortion and come with me." "I'm not fucking killing my child." "Well I'm not going to stay here!l" he runs out the door and slams it shut. I slide down the wall and burst into tears. My body violently shook with sobs. "I'm such *hiccup* an *hiccup* idiot!!!!"
Update
2/5/14